Monday, November 17, 2008

Not really sure where or how to start.

I've been fat my entire life. I don't have any memories of being a little girl. There was a short period in my early 20's where I weighed about 185 pounds - and the worst part is I never realized it. I just thought I was huge. I have a few of those pictures hanging up on a board and I just wish that I was that fat now.

I could sit here and say I don't know how/when/why I got this big. It would be a lie though. I take full responsibility for all 349 pounds. I'm embarrassed, disgusted, ashamed, but mostly I'm disappointed that I let it get so out of control.

I've been secretly reading blogs for a few weeks now. I'm truly inspired by so many of you. I can relate to a lot of you - especially those who have a lot to lose. It seems that this is a great venue to share feelings about weight, food, dieting, and life as a fat person in general.

My hope is to blog about all of these things and maybe make a few friends while doing so.


Chubby Chick said...

I just wanted to stop by and say hello... and good luck with your weight loss efforts! You CAN do this! And I think it's great that you've started a blog. :)

I have a lot of weight to lose, too... so please never feel like you are alone. :)

Chubby Chick said...

PS: Your blog is SO pretty... and I love the title! How clever!

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